One more thing before i sleep.

Ironic.

The loudspeaker actually knows how to cry. HAHAHA. =p

Gosh. I am so bad.

Maybe not so. I say what i like.

*Wish me luck in getting the gold member status in AB forum.

I came back home on a wheel chair.

Because everybody...

is so freaking lame....

This episode is called "Lame and lamer" instead of "Dumb and dumber".

My class is are full of physically disabled students, all on wheels.(no offence to those genuinely disabled students)

Today laugh alot until to the extend of cramp, face got signs of 6-pack liao.

Everyone seems to have alot to tease about me, call me dog la (thanks Lucas __) and dunno wad la.

I'm not angry la, close friends play with each other only. But if someone who act as if they very close to you and continously to push the limits, i don't what unkind words i gonna shoot them, once i start, i don't stop.

Firing on all cylinders.

But thankfully, i learnt anger management class qiu hao

Qiu hao, u sure do know who the person i meant =p

Wednesday, don't forget. Roti prata at thomson.

*Don't know when is the day i can ask her out, her parents seems very strict. Now like everybody knows about it already lei, dunno who spread de. Keep it low profile can. Don't ruin my chances.

*Alan is a weakling. Everyday also headache. Excuses. HAHA.

The pic i said earlier on my last entry, King & Queen.

Earlier today i went out with Ka Wing, Billy & Zhang Jie. After hearing what they said about the messages she send me, i had doubts about her. I realise my trust in her was so easily shaken. But when i receive her messages when i got home, i felt her sincerity. She was geninue.

What lucas said was right, take things slowly.

I scare my over-earnest will scare her away, i don't want her to be another gone case.

By the way, Billy had a philipino GF, hahs...but good for him la, found someone u like can le la, dun be like me.

*Wah, this saturday so many people ask me go out, ka wing and co ask me go pub, Pris ask me go chalet and stella ask me dunno go where. Which one should i go?

Maybe i should check my schedule. U guys wait, i very busy de hor.

=( Maybe all also cannot attend, go malaysia?

Future outstanding web designer cum entrepreneurer. =p

Unappreciated or unworthy?

Being a single definately sucks to the core.

Lonely for the past 19 years, you will never understand that feeling.

I don't know why, i have never been popular with the girls. Probably, i'm shy or unwilling to take the 1st steps?

I don't know.

The statistics:

Confessed my love : 2

Success rate : 0%

I'm in JB right now, in a cyber cafe.

Its only 2 days and i felt uneasy not messaging her, the dumb thing is that even though my handphone don't have auto-roaming (reception), i kept checking my handphone for any sms from her.

I haven called her or meet her in person before, its something i gonna in the future before she goes Japan and Korea for her vacation.

There's one weird coincidence.

I rmb i had bought a pair of drinking glasses, because of the crown design on the glasses, I actually only wanted the king side but the girl at the reception said i must buy a pair of them.

I wrote the caption on friendster pic for the glasses : Everyone has their other 'half' in the corners of the world. Just like the pair of glasses

Is this fate? Her name by the way is Queenie, there's a encraved name of "Queen" glass, waiting for her new owner.

Will it work out?

Maybe i think too much.

Wah lau, damn tulan!

Got people said i'm fat.

Abit plump only what, where got fat.

Belinda told me what she overheard a few days ago.

When i was playing soccer, Edwin's cheer leader, Amy told Edwin, "Beat the fat guy!"

Of course i know, she was referring to Peh Kiat becos Peh Kiat was the keeper.

Then Edwin replied, "Which one? Got 2 lei."

Wah lau..CB...the other 2 is Lucas and Qiu hao, of course she was referring me and Peh Kiat.

Knn.

Tts why i decided to diet. No more junk food.

And this time is no "3 mins temperature" (Chinese will know its meaning)

Today i done 50 sit ups plus some dumb bell lifting and push ups. Additional basketball playing at school also.

I eat very little, so unlike me.

A sandwich and a porridge. Tts all, for the whole day.

Perserverence is the key!

* I today exchange alot smses with Queenie, damn happy, long time never so enthu msg someone le. The sms last from 9pm to 1 am lei. Steady anot. But she's abit tad too young.
15 this year.

HOW?!!

To go or not to go?

Thurs is D-Day.

Science practical O levels.

Now slacking at access room, haiz so sian.

Schedule so tight, mon-fri 8 to 5, no time to play already where got time to study o levels.

*Search and wait until hopeless liao.

Even Ka Wing also laugh at me for giving up.
I think almost in the process become gay liao =p

Just had a nice bath.

The time is 4.42am

Came back from Ka Wing + Li Rong birthday.

Had a great time =)

Billy also came along. This time with 'his' car.

*'His' car = rented car

So shiok, we played pool until 2 am no last train but never mind, got a free ride.

Suddenly felt like adults, my friend actually fetch me home! No need ton until morning to catch the 1st train, no more paying expensive midnight cab fares home.

Dream on i say. Its rented. For 2 days only.
$60 per day. 1 month = 31 days = 60 x 31 =$1860. You must be fucking rich to rent for a month.

His dad wont let use his car, as it belongs to the company.

Anyway, before we played pool we went to watch Stay Alive. The story concept was good, but the horror part was mediorce.

After that, dinner at Jack's place. I ordered Jack's place special steak set meal.
Not bad, the potato with the bacon bits was nice and so were the asparagus, the steak were decent though.

Finally pool fusion! Li Rong left early, Hua Jie too, tml they had to book in camp. In total we played 5 hours, reason because i can get the membership of pool fusion if i spend more than $50.

The total cost were astounding $72.40 ( 5 hrs of pool + 4 set of sandwiches + 1 can drink)

Expensive, but the pool table, cue and ball is second to none. Pool fusion is number 1!

Hahs, next time come got 10% discount =)

Along the day, i shared alot of jokes and 'drama-ing' abit to make it more lively.
*Drama-ing = a certain play-acting to look stupid, to make people laugh.

I had fun. Thanks.

I hope u guys had a great time too.

*Damn funny to ji siao Hua jie, i seems to fire on all cylinders, shoot him everywhere he goes.

*I suppose i and billy are back on terms now.

*I don't think Kelvin treat us as a friend anymore, he rather go to his friends birthday (either ite or working friends) than old friends (kw & lr) birthday. On other times he always hang out with his friends than with us.

Kel, i think u have changed. Ever since, you went to ite, u never tried to ask me out and i sms u to hang out, either u dun reply or said u were busy.

Are u really THAT BUSY?

Its not an excuse, its up to u to juggle ur time well.

I kinda of disappointed with u.